(aren't palindromes fun?! even if it is the name of an anxiety med instead of something cute like racecar or radar? ah well...)
i've been starting to stress lately. and, if you know me at all, you know i don't stress. about much of anything. however, now that this babe is only 6wks (or fewer!) away, the stress is piling up...
will i really HAVE to be induced? my water broke and i went into labor on my own with finn, and i am nervous about what all an induction entails.
i've never EVER left finn overnight. with anyone. for any reason. ever. this might just be my most major source of stress. (assuming my mom is here when all this happens, i think i might send mor home and have my mom stay at the hospital with me. i want the smoothest, easiest, least disruptive transition for finners, and i think waking up with dad at home will help keep things "normal.")
i'm not looking forward to my exam appts. can you say "physically uncomfortable"?
please let this babe be a sleeper. i'm already waaay beyond being sleep-deprived, and i would love to not go into full-on insomnia mode. i'm grumpy without my sleep. just ask morgan. or anyone who has ever called and woken me.
is it possible to make it back to my pre-baby body? not pre-THIS-baby body, but pre-ANY-baby body. i once had a pretty great physique. i would like to have it back before summer 2013 rolls around. not that i'll be sporting any of my signature two pieces suits since these boys have wreaked stretch mark havoc on my stomach (why did my sisters get the good, stretchy skin? argh!), but i would still like to feel and look good when we hit up the pool this summer.
will we be able to decide on a name? i'm a perfectionist at a lot of things and naming a child is no different. besides rearing a child, naming him seems like the next biggest responsibility. i don't want to saddle this kid with a complete misnomer. and i want him to love his name the way i've loved mine (and my sisters'). this being said, we are still open to suggestions.
sigh. i would say that about covers it, but i'm sure i'm leaving out more than half of what is now causing me stress. pregnancy brain is alive and well here. double sigh.
whoa, I was totally the same with all the crazy pregnant lady thoughts. You just need that little baby in your arms and everything else will just work itself out. I'm so excited to hear the news when that baby decides to make his debut.
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