flashback

we found out last labor day that our little finners was coming. i left the pregnancy test on the counter in the bathroom, so mor was sure not to miss it when he got home from work. (he goes directly to the loo whenever he gets home from anywhere. do not pass go; do not collect $200.) it all seems very surreal now that it was as simple as that. one day i'm just an innocent bystander, the next i'm an expectant mother. it is crazy to think about our lives before finn; what did we do with all that free time before nap times and bath times and bed times? what did we spend all of our money on before diapers and wipes and onesies? what did we talk about before conversations revolved around our little man? i have a feeling i will never remember life before finn. and i've never been more okay with anything.